CD14
Gave myself the trigger shot last night. I told DH “I should have been a nurse, I am
so damn good at this.” I am probably better suited for accounting though.
DH’s appointment is at 9:30 am tomorrow and mine is at 10:30
am. Since he has the day off tomorrow he
will probably drive to the RE by himself and wait for my appointment. I think it is sweet how he wants to be there
for the actual insemination. Even though
IF has robbed us of conceiving this child at a place of our choosing, we still
both want to be in the room during conception!
I am a little nervous that I may only have 1 follicle for
this cycle. Last cycle we had 2-3
follicles (although smaller) and 168m sperm and it still didn’t work, so I am
thinking “how will this work with fewer follicles?” I have to remind myself that it only takes 1
to work.
I am not looking forward to the 2ww. Not drinking or eating sushi for 2 weeks is worth it if I end up being pregnant at the end of it – but if I am not then it just pisses me off!
I just keep dreaming about how awesome it would be to be
pregnant through the holiday season. To
know that at next year’s Thanksgiving and Christmas we would have a baby. I hope.
The thought of not having one then or not being pregnant kills me. It is a constant heartache that I pray will
go away soon.
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