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One of my coworkers just went out on maternity leave – she didn’t
see on my floor so I only saw her once a week maybe, so not a bad
situation. I found out yesterday that
another coworker who sits pretty close to me is 10 weeks pregnant. I had a
feeling she was because she has been out sick quite a lot recently. I just hope I get pregnant soon so I don’t
have to watch her growing belly without one of my own.
I was in a pretty bad funk yesterday afternoon/evening. I am not sure if it is the meds or being
bored at work or what but it felt like I was in a really dark place and I couldn’t
pull myself out of it. I just feel like
life has gotten pretty stale – and we are just waiting around hoping for a
miracle. I need to figure out how to
keep things interesting and fun while we keep trying to have a baby. The winter coming makes keeping things
interesting a little harder since it will turn so gloomy out. I do look forward to the holidays though,
hopefully those will keep me going!
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