CD27, 13dpiui
So I just got the call from the RE, negative again this
month. No Christmas miracle baby I am
afraid. With the cramping I have had the
last few days I pretty much knew I was out, but I always had a glimmer of
home. Well that glimmer has clearly gone
away now and all that is left is me feeling like the shell of the person I used
to be sitting in my cubicle tearing up.
Ok let’s have a little pity party before we pick ourselves
up and dust ourselves up, shall we? I
need to figure out how I am going to make it through the holiday party we are
hosting tomorrow night for our friends.
Two of my friends are 5 months pregnant so I am sure that will be
dominating a lot of the conversation. I
will just have to excuse myself from these conversations saying I have to do
stuff for the party. I also have to make
it through my family party next weekend with my cousin’s newborn and my other
cousin’s pregnancy. I always said that
if we ever had to move to more serious treatments then I would tell my extended
family (these cousins are like my sisters), and part of me just wants to tell
them the truth when they ask how my Christmas was. Not sure if a family Christmas party is the
best place to bring up our baby making woes, but oh well.
I made a WTF appointment with the RE the first week in January,
so we will see what comes of that.
Ok enough pity party, now for the good things:
- I can now drink my face off at our party tomorrow night and over the holidays
- We will most likely be able to go on our ski trip to Colorado in early February
- I can do some craft projects I was avoiding due to the chemicals involved with them
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